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Colorquiz meme.

Uhm. No.

Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Mon Aug 11 11:15:47 2003.


Your Existing Situation
Orderly, methodical, and self-contained. Needs the respect, recognition, and understanding of those close to him.


Your Stress Sources
Eager to make a good impression, but worried and doubtful about the likelihood of succeeding. Feels that she has a right to anything she might hope for, and becomes helpless and distressed when circumstances go against her. Finds the mere possibility of failure most upsetting and this can even lead to nervous prostration. Sees herself as a 'victim' who has been misled and abused, mistakes this dramatization for reality and tries to convince herself that her failure to achieve standing and recognition is the fault of others.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Circumstances force her to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction through sexual activity.




Your Desired Objective
Wants to make a favorable impression and be rewarded as a special personality. Is therefore constantly on the watch to see whether she is succeeding in this and how others are reacting to her. this makes her feel that she is in control. Uses tactics cleverly in order to obtain influence and special recognition. Susceptible to the esthetic or original.


Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.


Your Actual Problem #2
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. This feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.


There are parts of this I can apply to myself in that stretching to make fit kind of way, but ... no?

Your existing situation:

The first line, "Orderly, methodical, and self-contained." Uh, given the condition of my house pre-current cleaning, absolutely not. I'm a scatterbrain, and know it. Kinda the opposite of that line. "Needs the respect.." yah, but who doesn't?

Your stress sources:

Makes me think of a nervous drama queen who's trying to get what she wants all the time. Actually, no. My stress source is my fear of success. And I absolutely do not see myelf as a victim. I hold myself responsible for even the things I probably didn't do to myself.

I mean, really, I see myself as someone who is on the road to doing what I want to do, because of my own determination, and my own battle with myself to keep from shooting myself in the foot yet again. It's a fairly good standing, and one I feel mostly comfortable with. Where I don't feel comfortable is most people's definition of "success", I don't like classism and elitism, so those parts make me feel very queasy.

Your restrained characteristics:

And when in the hell do I try to fend off conflict? OK, nough said there. :)

I have a hard time forgoing pleasures, it's probably my source of stress, really. Though, the sex part is true.

Your desired objective:

I want to be a special person this says. No, I know I am one, but only to me and my friends, the way it should be. To everyone else I'm a mook, the way it should be. Geez.

What is my desired objective? Being the best me. Finding peace in myself. This requires doing that which I feel is right, and following through on my own ethics at all times. But it also requires knowing myself well enough to know what I am capable of, and what my limitations are, and working with both. I can say I'm a hell of a lot better about this than I was even 4 years ago. Many of you who have known me that long probably have noticed the change, and it much much much for the better. Still not there though. :)

Your Actual Problem, part 1:

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh, no? I have plenty of wonderful and close relationships, I formulate fresh goals all the time. My escapism private world in my head is one of pain, death, and all the things I don't want to be -- it's how I work out my hurt and anxiety.

Your actual problem part deux:

I don't even understand this one.
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