particular test has been dead accurate for others, it amuses me that
it's so dead wrong for me. I am sooo amused.
You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a
relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At
the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict
with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it
would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this
time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really
need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have
become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change
the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at
times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your
pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like
running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not
necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to
agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a
good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of
succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set
your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when
circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most
upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a
scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to
take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that
your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but
indeed of those around you.
Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects
because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked
out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick
wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all
by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just
that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the
inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as
tough as perhaps you thought it was.
A) I'm not miserable, not in the slightest.
B) I think I just posted to the JournalDark about how I *like* people
with conflicting interests.
C) Why in the hell is this all about a codependent relationship I
apparently desperately need??? Huh? Uh.... you know, due to certain
circumstances I don't even consider myself on the market right now.
D) I am gentle and sensitive? HAHAHAHAHA!
E) I have a Victim Complex? Uh, not really. I think I have more problem
with too much aggression (not in a physical sense) these days.
F) If I thought my problems were hopeless, I wouldn't be going back to
school next week.
G) I have all kinds of new things going on! I'm too busy!
H) I AM THE GWEN I CONQUER ALL!!!!
Ok, that was funny. I am very amused. I guess that's what I get
for liking purple and black the best. I just like them cuz, well,
my eyes are dark. And I'm GAF.
It was right about the tension though. Damn too heavy backpacks
from gaming books, my shoulders are a mess!